I've got two men in my life who mean the world to me.
One is my best friend, mentor, confidant and soul mate, who I've known for many, many years and has never let me down.
He stood by me through good and bad times, supported me and I will always be in his debt as I will always love him for who he is.
This Dom is married and we both know I need to be in a relationship with someone who can be there for me 24/7.
The other man, although we have just met recently became eminently important to me and I have never met a Dom so gentle, so compassionate, respectful, understanding and affectionate other than the one who has guided me for years and hopefully for many years to come.
When I met this Dom online I was talking to many other potential Doms and was not expecting this would become serious.
However, there was something in the way he approached me, his words, the way he talked about this lifestyle, the way he envisioned us.......
Every day we talked, we became closer and closer and we found out we had many more common interests than the D/s.
Each day I started to look forward to our conversations with raised excitement and thought it was too good to be true.
On the lookout for red flags, I found none, what I did find blew my mind.
I found a man who I would be honored to serve, to love, trust and devote my life to.
A man who would put my wellbeing above all and accepts me for who I am.
A man I would be delighted to make incredibly happy as he would make me.
Yesterday I had the photo shoot.
The photographer is a wonderful man which I had met through the internet after he had read this blog.
He liked the pictures, although not of the best quality and volunteered to do a session.
I love adding pictures to my stories here , so I accepted gratefully.
I wasn't disappointed.
I got up bright and early, got myself ready for it and we started shooting as soon as he had set up all the equipment.
He made a series of me on the couch, while spreading my cunt, some with me in my red dress with the 'over-the knee-high heel-boots' and some 'collar' shots with different backgrounds.
After each shoot, we hugged and cuddled, which I enjoyed very much.
He was awesome in giving directions as a true Dom and I was pleased and eager to follow up on them.
Setting up a scene included making my cunt soaking wet and my nipple hard and erect, so he played with them, fingered my greedy, throbbing cunt, pulled my nipples and gave me some nice spankings.
He even made me cum a few times while squirting profoundly and intense.
He did not shoot nearly enough as he had planned, but we also went out for lunch, where we talked mostly about our common love for Holland, where I was born and lived until I came here ten years ago.
He had been there quite a few times and had made the most wonderful pictures while there.
After lunch he made some more pictures but throughout the whole shoot we both became more and more sexually loaded.
I had asked him if making all those sexy pictures of me turned him on.
After that he couldn't really focus any more on the job and said he would do the other shoots he had in mind at a later time.
I don't even remember seeing him undress himself......but I do remember the first taste of his cock and the feel of it in my mouth.....heaven.
I have been fantasising about tasting his cock during the session and was grateful he finally allowed me to please him.
We fucked on the bench and on the couch, allowing me to suck him some more in between fucks.
He felt amazing inside me and made me squirt excessively,
He had told me before I was only allowed to cum while he was inside me, which wasn't easy since the squirting pushed his cock out and concentrating on keeping him inside made my orgasm harder to achieve.
However when I managed to cum and keep him inside of me the orgasm was mind-blowing.
I do need some extra training to get better at this :P
When he finally unloaded himself deep inside my cunt I could feel him pulse over and over and I felt as if he couldn't have made me feel more useful and rewarded, especially when he said 'you are a good girl.......'
During my search in finding what I really want, I have had some more threesomes with couples.
I simply love having four hands on my body, a cock in my mouth and a mouth on my pussy, getting fucked while the girl stimulates my clit and just the cuddles afterwards.
The next step in exploring threesomes is a MMF and I'm pretty excited about this.
At this time I'm only having FWB fun, meet people and re-explore my sexuality.
I've accepted a request from a kinky photographer for a photo shoot, so hopefully I will have lots of nice pictures soon to add here.
In order to explore polyamory more closely I've also accepted an invite from friends who have a poly-household to spend some time with them.
So I've taken some time off from work next month and I will be travelling to Vancouver.
I also will do some sightseeing with one of my friends there.
Interesting thing is that I've started to bring out the feminine in me.
I'm buying all new lingerie, shoes, boots and am in the process of having my tattoos redone/covered up.
It's ME time...and I'm enjoying it !
A few days ago hooked up with a lovely couple I met a while ago.
They were looking for a girl an after meeting the man in public to see if he wasn't a serial killer ,we decided to go for it.
We had an awesome connection and of course as seen above...lots of kinky fun !
Thank you both for having me over ! ....and for taking good care of me !