Bath time

We can't change who we are, we can't help what we need , we might as well embrace it and fly.

Fucking my ass in the cage (video)


A belting from a while ago (video)


Cock worship

"Kiss" He whispers, and I lower my head in between His legs.
While my one hand surrounds His cock and the other finds its way underneath to caress that whole area, my tongue starts to lick His balls.

That first taste of Him.

I stroke Him gently, I want Him to enjoy it for the longest time.
I want to hear Him gasp and moan.
I need to feel Him harden slowly.

My mouth is wet, wet from desire, wet from the deep rooted eagerness to please Him.
I feel myself dripping.

My tongue finds it way up His shaft to lube it with my saliva.
My mouth reaches the tip and I cannot resist taking it in my mouth, gently move my tongue over it until I taste some pre-cum.

Intoxicated by the sweet taste of His nectar I slowly lick my way down to His scrotum, while I notice how much His cock has hardened.

From time to time I drift away, I just taste, feel and smell Him.

"Suck that cock"  He orders and  my head moves upwards only to lower it down again over His hard cock.
I inhale deep and suck His cock entirely into my mouth, slowly fucking it.
My one hand is still underneath caressing, my other at the base of His cock stroking it simultaneously deep into my mouth.

I can feel the slightest change, His balls tighten, the throbbing of His perineum.
I can't resist moving my hips, slowly as if I was fucking Him.
It drives me closer and closer to orgasm.

I adjust my movements when I feel He is near to unload.
First I need to taste more, feel more, touch more but I never seem to get enough if it.

Sometimes I just suck the head, I can't help myself from just softly sucking that smooth part for a while and touching the ledges thoroughly with my tongue.
I trust Him in giving me a few minutes in my trance.

When He grabs my head with both hands and takes all control back, I lose it.
He decides the pace now, He fucks my mouth now and I get lost in that amazing feeling that He is in control and was all the time even though He let me suck it my way for a bit.

He unloads while He pushes my head all the way down over His cock.
It is in so deep that I am unable to breathe and at His mercy.

I've got no free will, no control and it feels so strong, so right, so incredible that I lose it again...


Plugged and spanked (video)


A video from last year when I didn't have the labia rings yet.

Yeah ! (video)


Clip made the same day as the one before.


When I am at my Masters place I am always naked and collared.
When I am not servicing Him, I am usually sitting at His feet and feel serene and gratified here.
When I walk around, it is on my tiptoes with my hands behind my back and chores are being done on my tiptoes as well.
When certain chores needs to be done, Master wants me to do them with my ass plugged.
Usually I do the chores when He is away, I plug my ass with the two balls as soon as He leaves and can feel Him inside me doing the dishes, laundry and other things that need to be done.
The other day however I was making Him pancakes and was of course naked in the kitchen.
As soon as He walked in He pushed me on the kitchen counter, spit on my ass and plugged it.

With one simple action He demonstrated His dominance over me.
With one simple action He made me weak at the knees.

Again I felt the infinite bliss of my submission and it was stronger then ever.

When He walked away I stood there for a few seconds, eyes closed, savoring the feeling, before I went back to the pancakes.

Off to work !


Begging for more

I was getting face slapped and it felt so good, I wanted more - but He didn't gave it to me!

Instead He started to torture my nipples.
I pushed them forward as to give Him full access.
He started to squeeze them and I loved it.

I felt myself climaxing and I craved for more pain.
My whole body was aching for more torment.

No shame, no holding back, embracing my nakedness and simply feel.
I needed Him to drive me over the edge.

'Harder please, Master' I begged Him over and over again.

A hard face-slap was his answer.
I begged again and His whole hand cupped my breast and started to squeeze it, viciously, relentlessly.
Then the other one....

When my relief came, it was uninhibited, shameless and so powerful that it left me trembling.

First time zipper


Although I have had clothespins on my tits, clit, and pussy-lips many times before, I had never experienced a 'zipper'.
Master put one on my tit and the expectation and anticipation grew.

The feeling was ecstatic when He ripped them off - I simply loved it!

I fought off the orgasm, I wanted to cherish the pain, just feel the pain, just enjoy what just happened.

Then He grabbed my tit and squeezed it hard.

This was more then I could handle and my climax came almost immediately.....

Punishment day 8

Probably the worst part of my punishment...showing myself here with the granny undies and hairy cunt.

For my Masters pleasure


The punishment is over and how !

 It was the twelfth day of my punishment and the hair was really showing now.
I was glad He blindfolded me immediately so I didn't have to see Him look at my hairy cunt.
Having a hairy pussy was bad enough and I barely could handle it Him looking at it.

He tied me to the chair with spread  legs and I felt deeply ashamed.
Ashamed of what I've done, ashamed of how I've treated Him and ashamed of Him having to see me like this, hairy and ugly.

I heard him fondle around and put a wet hand on my pussy.
He started to rub it with something and it was not until I felt the razor I realized He was shaving me.

With every stroke I started to feel better, no more itching, no more avoiding to look at myself, no more shame.
He took it all away and made me feel like a slave again.

He could not have made me happier!

When He was done He checked the area thoroughly with His hand and I could feel how smooth I was again.

'Your punishment is over, cunt, and I have forgiven you.....' He whispered.
'Thank You, Master.....' I replied.

 I was relieved, but I was even more grateful.


Riding the chain (video)


Tortured on the beam (video)


Stroking my Masters cock (video)


Not many times cunt is allowed to touch herself.

This time however Master let her while she pleasured Him with her other hand.



I stayed motionless this time, when He gave me the burns.
It made it even more overwhelming.
My breath stopped each time He put His cigarette on my breast.
I could feel the sensations traveling through my whole body, arousing me, captivating me, dragging me deeper into my submissiveness.

After the fifth burn there was nothing else but Him and me.



Another "Devil's hand" (video)


After Master put the hot sauce allover my hand He told me to touch myself....

cunt's place to sleep

......"Make your bed" , He said, and while He was getting ready to leave I grabbed the small mattress, a pillow and the little fluffy blanket and made my bed in the cage.

I waited in position, on my knees, legs spread, hands behind my back, eyes down, until He was done.

I felt Him towering above me, gasped when He grabbed my hair and pushed me rough into the cage and locked the door.
He turned the lights off and opened the door.
....."Good night, cunt"......and then the sound of the door closing.

..."Good night, Master" , I whispered in the dark.


Cunt has disappointed and hurt her Master.
She failed Him deeply and needed to be punished

For two weeks cunt is not allowed to shave her cunt and has to wear big grandma undies.

I will post pictures daily on the private blog.

My humiliation will be shown here by posting these pictures, a set after a week's punishment, and a final pair of pics on the last day.

To those that know me there is no worse punishment then this.

I am deeply ashamed, but I know the punishment is necessary for my own good.
If not punished I would constantly be feeling guilty for what I did to Him.


When the punishment is over, I'll be able to  move forward, beyond what I did wrong.
I know my over-all balance will  improve, and also my attitude.

Knowing my Master only punishes me because I'm worth it, I will bear it with pride.


We're Back!

I am happy to announce that cunt and I have reconciled.

Relationships are hard. cunt and I have been together for 4 years, and this isn't the first time we've had a breakdown in communication that lead to us having to sit back, let things cool off, and then work to re-establish the trust and respect that underlies our relationship.

 Thank you to everyone who offered her support when she announced the break up. She was very moved by the response she received. 

cunt truly enjoys writing and posting this blog (I make some effort to edit her posts, but neither of us are perfect) and the response has been overwhelmingly positive. 

We'll have something new up soon. 




My last post

Master and me are no longer.....

I decided not to write here anymore but in time I will at a new address http://myowncunt.blogspot.ca/

I have good memories with this blog, but it is too hard for me to continue.
Thanks to all my followers, I will miss you....



Thanks !

I want to thank all my followers who continue to read my blog and in particular Drew, Mastrovenice, rachel and sarah, who always find time and make the affords to write the most encouraging comments.

Y/your understanding and warmth are highly motivating for this humble slave and I am grateful to be allowed to keep on sharing my life with Y/you, the life Y/you know better then most.



There is not a moment throughout the day when I am not Masters slave; however, work and bills and all the hurdles and misadventures of life often occupy my mind these days and I find by the time I retire to bed, weary from the day, I crave to serve.
I do not have to be sexual with Master, I do not have to have him smack me or use me physically but I do ache to find that calm within me and reconnect with the slave Master brought to life so many years ago.
This image only reminds me that it would be best for me, for the relationship I share with Master to pause at the end of my day and take some time to recite my Mantra, (preferably in the Temple), to regain that strength.
The strength that lives inside of me, helps me to flourish and be the powerful, creative, pleasing, fulfilled slave I am.
The slave I want my Master to be proud of.


Because submission is not for the weak

 Because submission is not for the weak, by choosing to submit to You, I believe that I am made a stronger woman.

Because submission is not for the weak, I will resist at times, I am not a doormat.

Because submission is not for the weak, I will sometimes be told to do things that I will not enjoy. I will have to trust You.

Because submission is not for the weak, there will be times I will be punished, and I won’t like it. I will have to understand You're not doing it for fun.

Because submission is not for the weak, there will be training that I won’t want. I will have to believe that You have a plan, a reason for why.

Because submission is not for the weak, I will have questions. I will have to ask. You are not a mind reader, and communication is the most difficult thing of all.

Because submission is not for the weak, and You have chosen me as Your slave, I know You will take responsibility for me, cherish me, nurture me, understand me, be proud of me and love me without question.

Because submission is not for the weak, I will serve and love You with all of me, generously and unselfishly, with only Your pleasure, happiness and well-being in mind.

Because, submission is not for the weak.

Lost in the moment

My ass was still sore from the first beating when I felt the whip on me again.
I was tied to the cage, blindfolded and gagged and during the first beating I already had squirted excessively during orgasm.

I felt the mean sting for the first few slaps and then I got lost.
I didn't feel the whip anymore, I was somewhere else.
I didn't care where or what was done to me, I was in a beautiful place and it felt safe, warm and amazing.

Master told me afterwards I took 50 strokes in that second whipping and orgasmed exactly at the last stroke.....I could have sworn it was at most 10!

Piss slut

Sometimes He orders me in this position, my mouth open while He rises above me.
He likes to see me drinking His piss that way.
He likes to cover my face, tits and body..
He likes to see me struggle to catch as much as I can into my mouth.

He likes to see me squirm as I go into orgasm with the taste of Him in my mouth.


Barely awake I reached for my ass and started to caress myself.
It was still soft and sensitive from the night before when He took it rough and deep, while pressing me down on the bench.
My tits were still sore from rubbing the bench in the rhythm of His poundings while they were clamped with the crocodile clamps.

The thoughts made me move my body over my hand and fuck my fingers.
My whole being started to feel the same again as during that fuck...overwhelmed, completely at His disposal and will.

Before I even knew it I gushed allover my hand and the bedding and while recovering from the orgasm I already felt my body reload with intense desire for Him.
The hunger to serve never stops, it only becomes more each time He touches me.

He has ruined me forever and I am eternally grateful for that.

Cunt spread wide open (video)




When I am positioned precisely where He wants me yet nothing more has happened.

A time when the imagination runs wild and anticipation eclipses reality.

An opportunity to question the decisions made that lead to this moment.

A grasping for understanding, introspection and perhaps even a silent rehearsal of my Mantra.

An affirmation of the trust that carries me forward into the unknown.

A knowledge that He is without question the center of my universe.


Ass Hook

Piss slut (video)


Fuck hole (video)



Tonight I'll be sleeping in my cage again.
I am allowed to since I have served my Master this morning after He woke me up in my cage.
He stepped on my face and pissed down my throat before He opened the door and had me service Him.
I kissed and licked allover His balls and cock to make Him hard so He could use me.
The taste of Him after a night sleep always drives me crazy with desire and I am always thrilled  if I can find that one untouched spot that still carries His scent and taste.
Just licking it clean can set me off.

I am an animal who follows her instinct and no longer thinks about reason.
I serve from the same perspective, because it is my nature and it is the only way I can live a fulfilling life and be truly happy.

I am a slave and proud of it and with that thought I will fall asleep in my cage soon.

Dumb cunt

Cock worship

 I'll humble myself before You.
 I'll become ravenous, insatiable.

I am not concerned with my dignity.
Instead I will loose myself completely.

I love to worship Your cock. Smear it across my face.
Nuzzle it like a kitten to her Master’s hand.

I will degrade myself to a filthy, cock-starved whore.
And once my makeup runs, I’ve been covered in spit, cum, sweat and tears,
You will turn my face to the mirror and make me confront and accept who I have become for You.

And You will tell me 'this is My good girl'.


Just a fuck hole

cunt on a leash

Waiting for my Masters arrival

Cunt fingers her ass and cleans up afterwards (video)


Sleeping in my cage

For the past week I have mainly slept in my cage.
Since I have served my Master again this morning I am allowed to sleep there again tonight.
The odd time I have slept in my bed this week I felt out of place and it was hard to fall asleep right away as I do in my cage.

In a few days Master will be sleeping next to the cage again.
I simply adore these times, hearing Him breath next to me, feeling His strong presence and I fall asleep peacefully with the promise He will wake me up by stepping on and slapping my face.

I will then eagerly beg for HIm to piss down my throat.

Infinite bliss


This slave-cunt is always to present her mouth-fuckhole when she is with her Master.
This drooling wet hole's main purpose is to suck His cock, lick His balls, clean His ass, serve as an ashtray or as a spit, piss and cum receptable.
Only with permission I may use it to speak.

The only word I may use without permission is to 'OINK' repeatedly when my Master gives me an orgasm to emphasize what a filthy pig I am.



We have had some issues with comments we received not being posted properly and disappearing.

The following was received for the 'Cockworship Video' post my cunt put up;

You never fail to disappoint. I think you subjugation is a thing of pure beauty.
I concur with the previous statements.
Sir K's submissive(rachel) 

Sir K's submissive is someone who has been commenting here for quite some time, so I wanted to make sure we posted her kind thoughts.

If anyone else notices that their comments have not appeared as expected, please let me know.

Notes; all advertisements, abuse, and attempts to convert my slave to your religion and thereby 'save her' will be summarily deleted.

Master of V



36 hours after the beatings the marks have turned black and purple.
It has been a while since I have been marked to this extend and I'm very happy with them.
Especially since I thought I wouldn't mark so nice anymore as I use to.

Wearing these marks not very often makes them special and I relive the wonderful moments they were given to me when feeling the soreness and by just looking at them, while the blissful feelings come over me again.

Thank You, Master, for giving me these lovely marks.

Another ritual

Wearing the big fat butt-plug while having a bath.

Cockworship (video)



What I am

I was made a stupid cunt
I am a simple piece of fuck meat.
My only purpose is to service and please my Master in every way He wishes.
I am nothing more than three fuck holes and a pair of tits.
My only value is my body and that doesn't even belong to me.
I am only pretty when I am covered in spit, cum and piss.
I crave dick in all of my holes all of the time.
I am a stupid set of fuck holes.
I exist only for the entertainment and amusement of my Master.
I am a nasty trashy fuck slut.
I will expose myself whenever and wherever I am told to.
I am a receptacle for jizz, a cum dumpster.
I will follow orders because I am a dumb slut and I know what's best for me.
I am a cum craving whore.
My mouth's main purpose is not for talking but for sucking cock, licking balls, cleaning ass holes, swallowing piss, cum and spit and to serve as His ashtray.
My name is cunt, the only name I am worthy of.
I am property and I obey and submit to every command He gives me.
I sleep in a cage, eat and drink from a dog bowl, and crawl instead of walking.
He fucks my holes whenever and where ever He wants.

Thank You, Master for having me as Your worthless slut.

My morning ritual

Dumb cunt

Well marked